IF THESE WALLS COULD TALK...
It pains me to the marrow. It pains me to the ends of the world. It pains me that she cannot tell me how these bruises are coming about. They say she is self harming, I guess for as long as she does not speak; I will never know. And I will be paining every single day.
If only she could talk
If only I could see through the walls
Only when she can speak, she can break through the big house on Woodley Close
Until then, the door is locked
The hedge is growing
Soon it will be very difficult for me to save her
I cry every day, all day, most nights
The reality hurts and the pain is unbearable
I need to accept that I lost the battle.
It is for that reason my heart is bleeding.
I cannot stop it. I feel it. But I cannot stop it.
I am in immense pain
She has attempted to run away on many times, but still they lock her in
Against her will. They ignore her choices
stating, she has no mental capacity to make decisions on her own
So they make them for her "in her best interest"
She cannot speak but she can write. She has made it clear that she wants to live with her mummy; and yet all that was swept away because they declared that she lacks capacity of making her own decisions so they have to make them for her because it is in "her best interest"
Fungi between toes
Imagine as a mother seeing these bruises on your child. You ask her how she got the bruises she cannot tell you because she doesn't speak. Everyone round her knows she cannot speak. I might never know...
Please note that the above video did not happen at Woodley Close. Just an insight of what goes on behind care homes walls. Given the bruises.
Sadly, this is what happens beyond the doors and the hedges. Especially for those who are non-verbal, most at risk. It breaks my heart. IT IS WHAT IT IS. Only GOD can protect them from evil. Having said that; THEY WILL NOT GET AWAY WITH IT... My Father is full of vengeance, I am here because he protects me. He does not like it when people hurt me. I cannot foretell his decisions nor actions. IT IS WHAT IT IS. The care homes... they abuse the system, in order to maintain power and authority at any cost. Including keeping family afar. They abuse the law, cutting and pasting rules and regulations which change every time. They have a power to stop family contact at any time as how they please. WHY? Because they do not want you to see the bruises. They will lie, make up allegations, present false and manipulated documents so you do not interfere with their agenda. In my case I have been banned by the care home from taking pictures of my daughters injuries. It was agreed by the financial providers and a "so called nurse of some sort". WHY can I not document my baby's injuries? What are you hiding? If it was your child, would you not want to know? PITY and SHAMEFUL... my heart bleeds